I don't know where to start this but here at the start, where i'm laying in bed feeling half past a bad mood. I want to kick something cute and blow raspberries at old people. I'm grouchy and grumpy and unhappy.
I like my new camera though, and i like the way the kids cooperate with my requests or just completely ignore me pointing a lens in their face everywhere they go.
LOL... ughh i have bits n pieces going on at the moment, and it feels messy. I can't concentrate in this mood, so pardon me if i'm abrupt.
I'm just gonna mention some cool things that happened over the weekend and just leave it at that eh, I got a message Via facebook, from a primary/part of highschool friend, who was bored over the weekend and entertained himself with the ramblings on this blog. It was a nice message and a funny one, and it made me smile and brought happiness into my Saturday. SO thanks Joe, for the lovely words and thoughts, and sorry about the overly excited/ nonsensical response... haha i gather from the reply to (that response) that you are uhh either scared or confused. Haha... sorry dude, sometimes i'm a little strung out n high on life! For reals.
But the point is, i love that people message me on facebook and say nice things, and i really really appreciate the fact that people take their time to write such thoughts, because sometimes i think, why am i even doing this, how does this help anything or anyone. Then i get a nice warm piece of someone else's mind, out of the blue and sparkly with the love and i'm like hey! This is awesome. Haha so thank you to all of you guys who have dropped me a line here n there, whether its even related to this blog is irrelevant. For my 30th birthday when Zane asked what i wanted, i said words! I want peoples words. I want to read. I want thoughts. I want you to write me that letter i've been asking for every birthday when you've asked me what i wanted.
Hehe i'm difficult for Zane because i don't want THINGS... i ask him for abstracts, for conversations and for thoughts and he says I don't like to write! and i just smile and tell him when we do the things we don't like to do, for other people, it means more.
On my 30th, he finally wrote me that letter. I would post it up here, but he probably wouldn't like that... even though its mine now so technically i can do what i like with it. Hehe!!
The point is though, i love words, i love words that are given to me especially. So thank you for all the nice ones and even the not nice ones, hehe i like them anyway. Because they were yours and they were personal and then they are mine and its nice to have anothers personal things. Lol haha... in a totally uncreepy way okay?
Anyhoooootss... sorry haha this is hella disjointed random and la deedahdles, i need to refocus again. Two steps forward, 2 steps back. Lol it comes together coz opposites attract yeah you know... it ain't fiction just a natural fact... haha remember that Paula Abdul song? the clip with the rabbit. She and the rabbit are opposites attracting. Haha interspecies relationships, they never work out you know.
haha okay lets just skip to Favourite parts...
Che's favourite part was playing cars with his dad at Stella's house.
My favourite Che part was when i asked him to get dressed and he took off all his clothes and just wore his boxers all day, flexing his non existent muscles and baring his bony ribcage. Watching him silently eat his ice cream cake with military precision was also a highlight.
Tivi's favourite part was staying at home even though she wanted to go to Stella's to wish Aunty Van a happy birthday. My favourite Tivi part was watching her paint. She paints abstracts, really colourful ones, and i like that she is confident to paint whatever she wants.
My favourite Jacie part was when he climbed on his dad stood up and hooted. When Zane asked him what he was doing, he said 'I baby hoot, you Tree!' Hehehe
I like that despite having a large serving of ice cream cake each from Vans budget birthday bash tonight, none of them named it as a favourite. They all enjoyed small simple moments. Of play and fun. When these moments trumps ice cream of 3 colours, WITH sprinkles and chocolate bits... you know its been a good day :)
The way we were 13112011.
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