If you have a little time

to have a little time that is..

I'd forgotten how much i love Dido's 'Life for Rent' - so now at 5 to 1am the day before Jaciens 3rd birthday... i'm sitting here, kinda thinking about 'parties' and listening - to all these songs that remind me of freedom - and a time in my life when i squandered it and indulged at the same time... haha...

My youngest is almost 3. How did that happen??

Anyway- massive headache right now.

But i baked a cake, from scratch. I don't often like to bake. It ain't my thing. I said i would, and they get so excited about cake- and if i'm organised its not too bad. Alls about the mess control these days.

Gotta get some sleep - and throw together a party of sorts tomorrow to alleviate the motherhood guilt for never doing anything extravagant for him. Haha... so today

I'm thankful for the internet, for all it's inspirations, all the knowledge, the entertainment- the endless possibilities. For making Everything so accessible.

"Aww night my Jacie, my two year old Jacie. You're not going to be two very much longer soon you'll be three and big and ugly like those other two..."

"yeah, but it's not my birthday yet. I'm still little."

"Aww but you will turn 3 soon hey? and will you be big and ugly like Tivi and Che?"

"Yeah mum, i will. I'm sorry."

Haha me too sunshine, me too. I've enjoyed your terrible twos. But they do say- Three is the magic number.