I've never been a fan of Zombies, but this show- its not about Zombies, its about people and how they rationalise, how they survive and whats valuable to them.
I like it for the questions it asks of what would you do, who would you choose to be if the world as you knew ended.
Anyway, we watched all of the remaining season and went to bed, Jacie's been sick for days and lay between us. I went online to soak in the new year vibes, the messages, the optimism, the party atmosphere. I love new energy, and i was full of it.
So much so that when the kids woke at sometime past 6 i got up, fed them, cleared the dishes, the laundry the floors and tables of mess, and thought of all the things we could do. I cringed at the dishes in the sink, the garbage bag that was full, then i shook it off.
Coz this year is a year of letting it go, of only focusing energy on things that are worthy. I did end up telling Zane about the annoyance with the dishes, but i hope it came out better than blame, because i asked him if he could help me, make this year be a year of That needs to be done, so we'll do it when we see it. Not a 'i'll do it later' year.
And using this, everytime i said to myself today i'll get to that later, i kicked my mental ass and went to do it then. So i washed and cleaned and cleared and did and we took the kids to the park and nothing was too hard for today and i was proud of myself for all the things we achieved.
Zane pointed out that i yelled at Che once, while i was cleaning up Jacies bum vomit on the floor and Che decided to 'accidently hit' his bowl of pasta which landed under the table in a splatter. I did, i lost it for a brief moment and sent him to his room.
Not making excuses but at the time i was wiping shit off my kitchen floor. And when i say Shit i mean runny, sick, gastro stinky real SHIT. Poo. Fecal matter. Off the floor i had just mopped not half an hour prior.
Haha considering that- i think i did alright.
Nothing like starting the new year off with a bit of diarrhea. Haha... hopefully he wakes up better tomorrow.
This time next week we'll be in Vietnam! woooo he... i packed most of the things we need and i'm leaving everything else to the universe to provide. Haha.. it will be INTENSEly awesome!!!
Anyway i mucked around again so its bedtime but here...
We squeezed in a short trip to the park, shortly after we got there, Jacies fever returned so we headed home.
They had fun, this was the favourite part for all 3.
i have tonnes of ideas for 2012, and some of them are pretty good or semi usable. LOL so hang in there i'll get to sharing soon!! For now, i'm falling asleep and Zanes at work tomorrow so its just me against the kids.
Hehe but yeah, Clarity.
The favourite word for 2012. Its time to look inwards and ask the hard questions - and ask until the answers become clear.
Coz when the truth is wrapped in Clarity, its open for all to see.
Night ya'll
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