But i'm still physically spent.
So today, things went quite smoothly - sometimes i have to force myself to stop wanting to do grand things. Grand things are not awesome things, if your heart is not in it.
We should have gone out and enjoyed the sunlight, but we didn't. Time sometimes slips away.
I dream of tomorrows made out of freedom to act on whims and flights of fancy.
Dear world, you would be so much of a better place - if what was in my head were more than thoughts.
I'll share with you all later... about my great ideas and master plans.
But for tonight i must once again recover from my lack of slumbering.
Someone said i should find at least 3 things to be grateful for so:
Here they are:
Bite me!
Conversations between kids.
Stella 'Ow i just hurt my bum!'
Che laughing 'You used to call it Buttocks!'
Stella 'yes i did, when i was small.'
Che 'Yeah you didn't know what it was called then.'
Lol... the laughs balance out the exhaustion some days.
I'm grateful for these moments... where they love to help, they're so immensely proud of themselves for doing hella dodgey jobs.
Haha, i'm glad for the fact that they try.
Jacie will be three this Sunday.
'i'm a big boy my mum.'
Indeed you are. I have plans for a cake. A made from scratch chocolate cake, covered in snow white icing - with bunting and Mcqueen.
Secretly a part of me must love this shit.
haha the other part just wants to sleep. Nite ya'll
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